One year and three days have passed into decade three and I had a fantastic birthday weekend (stay tuned for photos). I was totally spoiled by all my friends and family and felt so lucky to have them all around me.
I was so afraid that I would feel sad on my birthday this year. How can you have a birthday without the person that gave birth to you? Although I did feel moments of sadness and missed my Mom desperatly I am happy to say it wasn't as bad as I had thought. She was with me, I could feel her which is something I hadn't experienced until this weekend. I was beginning to worry I may never feel her around me again. As I go through this first year (and this decade) I think I will have lots of moments like this. The unknown and missing her. However if I allow myself to be open to it, I know I will feel her with me again.
On to enjoying the second year of Decade Three.....
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